Going to try to find some peace. Thank you all. xoxo
Posts in my queue will publish…
Just a woman trying to survive the ins/outs, ups/downs, triumphs/tragedies of life. With some humor. And some perspective.
The man I loved for six years had an affair…
Yet he told me that “They were only words to her.”
And, oh fuck yeah. . .there were many side effects AND consequences . . .
To Bob, I was/am nothing but an irrelevant, meaningless, trivial consequence. I am forever altered and irrevocably damaged by his presence . . . by his actions . . . by his words . . .by his very being . . .
So, here I am. With only words.
And each time I feel badly about this blog, all I have to do is think about his statement that he doesn’t care about consequences. Not to mention how he left me in a mental black hole, with permanent physical damage, and one big-ass financial shit–hole. And he doesn’t care about consequences.
*** This blog is not suited for those that are faint of heart, easily shocked and/or considered “genteel”. ***
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In short, I’ve made much of my blog (and trust you me, there’s a ton of it!) private til I can get my head on straight again and get my heart out of the black hole that it’s been seemingly lost to. My soul has taken a direct hit and I am just trying to figure out how best to heal.
Thanks for your understanding and taking the time to stop by.
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