Going to try to find some peace. Thank you all. xoxo
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Just a woman trying to survive the ins/outs, ups/downs, triumphs/tragedies of life. With some humor. And some perspective.
The man I loved for six years had an affair:
” risk taking is not about going into something dangerous, it is about determining that the benefit of what be (sic) achieved greatly outweighs any consequence. Not having you is worse than any possible side effect. ” – Bob “Clo” to VikWhoRia Popova
Yet he told me that “They were only words to her.”
I told her when she came on to me that nite after dinner that I was in a serious, committed, long – term relationship, but she kept on coming after me!
Ria, I will never be with him no matter what. All the men who want to sleep with me say the same things.
Classy, Viktoria. Thanks.
And there were many side effects AND consequences . . .
To Bob, I was/am nothing but an irrelevant, meaningless, trivial consequence. I am forever altered and irrevocably damaged by his presence . . . by his actions . . . by his words . . .by his very being . . .
So, here I am. With only words.
And each time I feel badly about this blog, all I have to do is think about his statement that he doesn’t care about consequences. Not to mention how he left me in a mental, physical, and financial shit hole. And he doesn’t care about consequences.
*** This blog is not suited for those that are faint of heart, easily shocked and/or considered “genteel”. ***
There’s a follow up post if you click here
In short, I’ve made much of my blog (and trust you me, there’s a ton of it!) private til I can get my head on straight again and get my heart out of the black hole that it’s been seemingly lost to. My soul has taken a direct hit and I am just trying to figure out how best to heal.
Thanks for your understanding and taking the time to stop by.
xoxo
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